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8teen year old lady with a optimistic view on the world. An evolving VAbeautii that may be slightly insane but in a good way :) ♥ fashion. music. reading. spring&summertime.

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Wednesday, May 20, 2009



I WILL HAVE A M-EFFING CONNIPTION IF THESE TWO ARE TOGETHER!
DRIZZY BABY DON'T DO THIS TO ME!
RIH-RIH I WILL CHOKE THE SHIT OUT OF YOU!
JUST WHEN THIS HEFFA WAS GETTING ON MY GOOD SIDE, THIS POPS UP OUTTA NO WHERE!
I'M JUST GOING TO TAKE THIS AS ANOTHER BOGUS MEDIA TAKE OUT RUMOR.
THIS BETTER NOT BE TRUE.


Drive Thru

  • R I P Dolla.
  • CW can suck a nut for canceling "The Game" but keeping wack ass "ANTM"
  • Possible new tattoo in the near future [crosses fingers]
  • GA + Memorial Day Weekend = Happy ME
  • New-New + Lil Wayne = Baby?! I guess he does have that dope d**k LOL
That's all for now :)

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Will I ever?

So...I'm sitting here @ 1:30 in the morning watching Love&Basketball for the fourth time in two days and I've come to realize just how empty my life feels. Every time I watch it I think about the first time I saw it at the movies. I think about the person I saw it with and I wonder how in the hell did we grow apart?

Then I think about all of my friends dating and meeting new dudes. What is it about me that makes me so different from them? Why is it that dudes can approach them and not me?

Why do the ones who I consider fine continue to stare a hole in my face but never speak? Like am I that eye-boggling that you can't fucking speak to me?

And if ONE MORE person tells me that my time will come I am going to punch them in their throat!

I seriously doubt that anyone can relate to the way I feel almost everyday. I'm starting to think I'm just destined to be alone. And until I have more smiles than tears, I'm going to continue to wonder "Will I ever?"